Back to Normal

I can't wait to see the day that I could smile with my heart again.. All these years that I kept on fighting for something I thought deserve my lifetime, wounded me in the most piercing way I could ever imagine. I thought I have already experienced the deepest hurt one could ever have. I was moving on then. How could these things happen all over again? How will I face another morning? I feel afraid. How will I sleep in the evening? I feel strange. I am scared...My faith is shaking...

One day, I'll be the same person I used to love. One day, I'll hear that voice again telling me not to loose faith. Someday, I'll be someone who could walk with head held high because I survived the test of time. Someday...I'll see these things come to pass...and have a big smile once again..

For now, I got to keep going...I got to be strong.I am not breaking..I am not loosing the remaining hope I have...

I can't wait to see myself back to normal.....confident, brave, faithful and complete...