Being with you..

I hope one day I'll be with this man...

We fit together so well...it's like pieces of a puzzle, the way your hand fits the curve of my hip and the way my head rests on your shoulder, the way our hands just melt into one, and the way I feel complete when I'm with you...like the picture's finally completed and I'll never have to wonder what I'm missing.”

Tired

I look to a day when people will not judge me by my past; but by the content of my heart and character. Because I'm tired of proving myself. I'm tired of pleasing others so as they will love me and accept me for who I am. I'm tired of proving myself worthy of others' expectation. I just wanna be me and be loved because this is me. I am not perfect. Not everything is under my control. Things are happening as they are. Some are good, some are bad. But, I'm tired of being judge because of the mistakes happened in my life. I don't know whether it's me or the whole world around me that has gone wrong, but I keep trying and get up everyday with new hope and faith. We all have past - some not so great and some not half bad - but we all have futures. And in everyday of my life, I want to look what is there waiting for me; rather than look back. I am who I am.

We often ignore ourselves in favor of others. We value their opinions too highly and our own too little. The only real approval that matters is that which comes from inside ourselves. We're the only people who know what we truly need and want. This makes us our own best judge of whether or not what we're doing is right and good for us.

Come True

Can't wait to feel, can't wait to say
how much I'm thankful that you're here to stay

My heart was wounded and you came to heal
My eyes can't stop crying but I'm special you made me feel

When life is tough and I feel pain
I know you're there to wipe my tears
to give me hope, to give me strength
to make me see how wonderful life is

Another day without your laugh,
Another day might just pass by,
But now i know how much it means,
For you to stay right here with me

And I thank God for knowing you
And I thank God for having you
And I just hope that you will say
forever friends that's how we'll stay

And when life is passing growing older
When we seriously can't see and hear
Then I want to grow old with you
That is just how my dream will come true

Forever Friendship

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

Back to Normal

I can't wait to see the day that I could smile with my heart again.. All these years that I kept on fighting for something I thought deserve my lifetime, wounded me in the most piercing way I could ever imagine. I thought I have already experienced the deepest hurt one could ever have. I was moving on then. How could these things happen all over again? How will I face another morning? I feel afraid. How will I sleep in the evening? I feel strange. I am scared...My faith is shaking...

One day, I'll be the same person I used to love. One day, I'll hear that voice again telling me not to loose faith. Someday, I'll be someone who could walk with head held high because I survived the test of time. Someday...I'll see these things come to pass...and have a big smile once again..

For now, I got to keep going...I got to be strong.I am not breaking..I am not loosing the remaining hope I have...

I can't wait to see myself back to normal.....confident, brave, faithful and complete...

It's The Climb...

The Climb
Alexander, J; Mabe, J;

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

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It's Been Quite Sometime

I don't even know how to start..It's been a long time since I've visited my blog! And I felt a little sad knowing that there was someone who waited for my advice after writing "Standing Still", and I wasn't able to give one:(..

If it wasn't for what I am feeling now, I wouldn't have opened and started writing for my blog again. Have you ever felt confused because you let something come into your life and you regret it simply because you're not prepared to handle it?

For quite sometime, I got confused. Something got me blurred because I let myself belive into something unrealistic. Something impossible in this world..huh!What's in the world...:(